WRITTEN AND DIRECTED FILM AND EDIT STARRING
Kristel Meriam Hulsebos Herbert Alfonso Rosie Reith & Isauro Ramos
"A poetic reflection on self-acceptance, beauty and mortality…"
After a long period of illness, a young woman returns to everyday life in Amsterdam, but the world she once knew no longer feels like home. She moves through crowded streets, nightlife and fleeting encounters, trying to find her place again while learning to live with a body and life that have changed.
Between nights out and quiet mornings, she searches for connection, freedom and a sense of who she is now. But returning to her old life proves impossible. Instead, she is forced to let go of the person she was expected to become and find a new way of being.
WRITTEN AND DIRECTED FILM AND EDIT
Kristel Meriam Hulsebos Herbert Alfonso
STARRING
Rosie Reith and Isauro Ramos
A young woman moves through the bustling streets of Amsterdam like a ghost among the living - trying on new selves, dissolving into the rhythm of the night, losing and finding herself in fleeting encounters. Re-entering society, she drifts through a world that feels both familiar and estranged, struggling with the contradictions and quiet absurdity of being alive.
As she drifts between the chaos of nightlife and the stillness of a cemetery at dawn, her journey unfolds as an existential search for meaning, identity, and belonging. Recovery reveals itself not as a return, but as a rupture: the life she once knew no longer fits.
In this in-between space, she moves toward a quiet recognition: a self-stripped bare, searching for a way to exist - free from the need to be strong, grateful or resilient, and from the quiet pull to become who she once was.
WRITTEN AND DIRECTED
Kristel Meriam Hulsebos
FILM AND EDIT
Herbert Alfonso
STARRING
Rosie Reith & Isauro Ramos
A young woman moves through the bustling streets of Amsterdam like a ghost among the living - trying on new selves, dissolving into the rhythm of the night, losing and finding herself in fleeting encounters. Re-entering society, she drifts through a world that feels both familiar and estranged, struggling with the contradictions and quiet absurdity of being alive.
As she drifts between the chaos of nightlife and the stillness of a cemetery at dawn, her journey unfolds as an existential search for meaning, identity, and belonging. Recovery reveals itself not as a return, but as a rupture: the life she once knew no longer fits.
In this in-between space, she moves toward a quiet recognition: a self-stripped bare, searching for a way to exist - free from the need to be strong, grateful or resilient, and from the quiet pull to become who she once was.


